wilson

2011-10-23T08:46:00.002+08:00

Slowly, I'm changing with faith and different feelings.

negligence

2011-10-23T08:38:00.001+08:00

I've long not stepped into this space.

now I feel like typing down what I felt from now onto here.

2011-04-14T04:27:00.002+08:00

busy all day with camp and stuffs.

can't ever find the time to get myself to cycle again,

hopefully I'd start this sunday.

The whole group of experienced guys all went on Vacation to Taiwan start of this week,

We gone through 3 days, 2 more to go till everything goes back to normal mode.

I just drove an Automatic car to n fro thomson.

It's damn easy to drive an auto car, damn i swear, just need to get used to using 1 leg only.

I need to start on learning Class 4!!!!!!!!!

3 weeks in

2011-03-11T00:59:00.001+08:00

3 weeks into the unit life,

i'm prettya sure I could get used to unit life instead of Regimented BMT life in Tekong,

though I'll need to go through my 19 weeks AGAIN.

Going in at either may or september/oct.

That's just my rough guess, But I'd hoped for the recourse to come at the laterpart of the year.

the later part of my 2nd service term year.

adaption

Defensive Riding is fun

2011-03-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

It's quite fun to be skidding in controlled manner.

a pity the bikes were worse conditions compared to BBDC's 2B,

if not the fun would be so much more,

if it's under the hot sun, the tyres would stick to the ground more,

anyways, on a overall experience, the course was fun. and enriching.

advancing on

Life ain't that bad after all

2011-02-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

Some jobs to be done,

some to be skipped,

some to be joined,

some to be arrowed,

some to be thrown.

All we could do is to follow around,

and not question authority...

just like what i did for the past years

the difference between 2 handsets

2011-02-20T23:25:00.003+08:00

the difference/s between Galaxy S and HTC Desire is that Galaxy is $100 more expensive than Desire, both have 1 GHz processor though different sizes, 1 45mm 1 65mm.

I'm now caught in once again another dilemma of whether to go for Galaxy or not change a phone.

I'm too biased towards Galaxy S, it looks so much freaking cool and nice...

phone phone phone

Revelation

2011-02-04T21:44:00.003+08:00

I didn't maintain a good upkeep of my blog, the last time I had an update on my settings and stuffs, design shit, it was 2 years ago.

I stated my age at 18, when I'm 20 going to 21 now, with the first phase of army experience now.

There were some dead links and I didn't gave a hood about 'em up till now, that I really did go sort them out, clear the mess a'lil.

Just came home after watching The Green Hornet with my dad and sister at Lot 1.

Then the thought came to me, every superhero there ever was, were all spoilt rich brats or rich playboys turned good at the pinnacle of their spenditure or when they lose someone dearly to them. Rarity of superheros were born or raised poor, lived out at the streets etc.

I've up 2 more days until I'm going back to tekong, so meanwhile, I've just gotta let it loose, face everything with a smile.

the black beauty is a piece of nice shit

truth or dare

2011-02-04T17:51:00.002+08:00

Been a long time since I tried posting on blogging platforms.

a truth.

try riding at 100km/h during rainy days.

a darned dare.

I'd continue on the truth part, and forfeit on the Dare.

CNY festive, and limiting one's self to certain diets ain't that good, my finger's not going to miraculously heal to 100% in a single day, and henceforth I've changed my mindset, which is never going to reveal myself to anyone no more :)

truth

a lonely lonely christmas

2010-12-27T11:15:00.002+08:00

while the whole world is celebrating on the supposedly joyous occassion, i'm all alone at home, sleeping.

just had the lethargic bug kicking in, and yet i was the receiving end of fury.

then came the antaganizing weapons,

and came down the damage.

it's been too long i've neglected my bicycle, my online solitude, my online status.

i have to get back to the real world and start prioritising on certain points of my life, certain black spots in my memories have to be cleared and deleted. filling them up with other stuffs in my life,

that i'm supposed to be proud of.

now, i'm not that proud anymore.

my finger is wrapped up now with a splint, making training quite fucked up, with the excusion of alot of stuffs.

how the hell am i going to fulfil my goal.

I'm even thinking of downgrading my pes status, fuck.

one word only

FUCK

life's not getting anywhere good

2010-12-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

enlisted on 25th november, got the 2 weeks confinement, and booking out on a special Thursday early night, then booking in back on quite an late noon on the following Sunday night.

The confinement period didn't feel that bad, it gets worse only when your friends keep on whining about the darn long period that every single recruit has to be in for.

well, the good thing about tekong would be i'd say, the stars at night, they're actually quite mesmerising. if only we could capture the night sky and share it out not only in our minds.

the sun was good too, i was looking forward to the tan, though quite dissappointed with the meagre tanning, with the monsoon season bringing in the kicks.

I'd like to give in my whole lot for trainings, i'd like for progressive PTs.

Straight after book out, my first bike use after, say 17 days of not using; i took into consideration too little, and braked too late, banged the first car ever.

didn't end too amiable.

sorta messed up my right little finger,

ended up not able to participate in most of the PT, never getting the correct technique all sorts.

Writing poses a problem too, the movement is hindered too much, showering is a chore...

16 more to go

all of a sudden

2010-10-27T02:56:00.002+08:00

was out just now, supposedly to meet Peter for dinner
or so called supper late.

luckily i met him late,
we had to go to renfred's rescue
getting hit by nail in the back tire.
having to push the bike from yew tee all the way to lot 1 Shell,
coz Esso's pump was out of order.

didn't know the shit about patching tires
was so damn freaking hard,
he's pushing in hard,
we're all pushing in,but the damn patch just won't budge.

well the experience's a good one, so unforgettable.
left house 10.45, reach home 1.45.
there's always a first in everything right.

workaholism

the last urge

2010-10-21T00:50:00.002+08:00

feel the sudden urge to work everyday 10am to closing.
just before the trip to thailand.
want to clock as many hours as possible.

maybe it's really true that I'm a workaholic.
but this results in time missed being with my prawn.

dilemma or solutions.

if only the world we all live in ain't so materialistic.
or only if I're to learn to be contented with whatever's presented.

On a Side note,
I've got back onto Cabalsea again, to kill time now.

life's a challenge
ain't it

Stop giving me choices

2010-10-05T10:18:00.002+08:00

In the morning
I could take the burning sun
I could be the only warning but im not the only
So forgive me, Cause its more than I can bear
In demand I make my mind up by deciding not to care

Stop giving me choices
Stop giving me choices

Im the victim, of this day and age
I've forgotten how to feel
I've forgotten how to change
So I surrender, to the apple of my eye
I surrender to the wind, I will let the wind decide

Stop giving me choices (woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (Woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (Woah oo)

I could Break it, I could break it till it hurts
I could take Whatever words you say, Pretend I never heard
The Hoosiers Choices lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/the-hoosiers-choices-lyrics.html
So Forgive me, Shouldnt be so hard
It's they way im put together, so your never getting past

Cant we talk this through
Actions are not what im used to
Cant we talk this through
Actions are not what im used to

Stop giving me choices (woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (Woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (Woah oo)
(I surrender)
Stop giving me choices (woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (Woah oo)
(Just forgive me)
Stop giving me choices (woah oo)
Stop giving me choices (Woah oo)

Without Friction, We Would float up into space
Maybe you could be the friction that will keep me in my place
In the morning, I could take the burning sun
I could be the only warning but im not the only one

Forever

2010-09-30T02:28:00.002+08:00

count down starts.
tomorrow's my result day.

it's either good or bad,
heaven or hell.
expel or graduate.

I just have no more reason to continue bent on studying,
should just kickstart to a good career headstart now.
no idea to job hop, or wait till NS comes.

Hopefully I don't have to go through the freaking checkup again.
miss the enlistment.
get it over and done with quickly.

I somehow miss the times Regent secondary played Frisbee.
Missed the time I cycled with friends,
not caring bout the pain, or the freaking distance.

I got on the bicycle yesterday, felt totally uncomfortable with it.
the posture was like too demanding,
I kept thinking how the hell i managed to clock the mileage,
with this, and manage to keep thinking of it.
wanting to change things to make it even worse than before.

I need to get on the bicycle soon, get my gig together.
start getting on long distances or offroads.
get a riser bar to get the comfy position,
lower the darn seat.
put on better thighs.

change is too much to handle

i got 8kg on carbs alone

2010-09-27T03:15:00.002+08:00

oh crap,

everyday working, none spent on really moving around.

just using the wrist to turn the throttle.

throttle on, to get to point a to b to c and back.

have to get the darn momentum back to rhythm

and get more prepped..

life's a shock ain't it

a month ago

2010-09-24T00:38:00.001+08:00

I was without my own transport,
getting on gothere.sg was a good thing,
to learn about using buses to get to 1 destination,
reducing the freaking walking distance.

now i have my own bike for 1 month,
yet i've not been to the furthest east side of singapore,
just wandering about my small neighbourhood.

how long it's gonna take for me to break out of it.
go enlist come out normal.

on 1st october

2010-09-24T00:37:00.001+08:00

I'm going to call CMPB if i haven't get my enlistment letter,
hoping to get into the earliest cohord of enlistment.

then waste 5 months overseas.
come out to get a defensive riding lesson.

and work and slack and wayang.

when the day comes

oh my

2010-09-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

been so damn long since i touched this site,
or any other websites.

been too long i've not touch my computer,
my bicycle, my goggles, my shorts.

all day long, all week long, all month long.
I'm working working working.
working my ass off to earn that 4.5k.

in hopes of clocking 80 hours everyweek,
that would mean me getting my target in less than 3 months.

I'm still hounding old debts.

how i wish it'd be easy

1 more week to exams

2010-08-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

I need to go to ngee ann library,
get some alone time,
hit the fucking papers,
do it again and again and again.

over alot of times
then getting the basics driled into my head.

now i need to plan on when to work, when to take offs,
when to go to school.

I don't even have the time to go for a freaking hair cut,
the long hair's making me uncomfortable and hot.

heading to bike shop on saturday,
to get the damn noise fixed.

I'm spending too much time working,
not spending time ....

hot hot hot

Love is sweet

2010-08-23T22:05:00.001+08:00

I love my prawn prawn lots:)

Young

2010-08-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

When everyone is having fun in the younger days..

Earpiece

2010-08-10T00:33:00.001+08:00

I need to really go to stereo and get the Damn earpieces, my shure is having the joy ride with me.

Random

2010-08-06T23:08:00.001+08:00

I've not went to teck whye or lot 1 for. Very long time, just came back from teck whye.

Walked the night enjoy the moonlight. Nothing else.

Get scorched by the sweltering sun in the morning.

Fringe

2010-08-04T23:09:00.003+08:00

I'm finishing the first season of Fringe,

intriguingly surprising and interesting.

I've left with about a week, to prepare for a bike.

After which, I'd have no life and start working like crazy,

the second season of Fringe awaits me,

I need to clear it as fast as possible.

I really want to watch the Fringe,

finish it.

10 more days

2010-08-03T10:48:00.001+08:00

Till I really own a bike of my own,
I will head down to CWP later,
to check out some of the earphones at Stereo.

Too long I've not done shopping.
My clothes were of at least 2 years,
My shoes of 1 year,
My bag, I didn't really bought Bags,
just used them from my siblings.

and this neckache,
never slept properly...

Airplanes

2010-08-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

the song is apparently stuck in my head now,
it's quite nice.

I sorta just revised abit of my CA for the Quiz later.
I've not grasped the mathemathical part for CA,
it's really crap, as Chapter 1 already does it.

I can't fail again, If not, I'd waste 7k.

I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

Memories

2010-07-27T18:06:00.002+08:00

Been hearing the sentence of forgetting this, forgetting that too much?

hear the case of Clive Wearing.

A guy who had suffered from memory loss 20 years ago,

resulting in the worst case of amnesia ever,

he can forget the sentence he spoke of just before,

5 seconds before.

The sad thing would be, the only person he recognises,

is his wife, the only person who understands him,

stood by him until now.

He would not remember the mailmen, his children,

anyone who supposedly left a speck of memory in his mind.

Just saw this documentary on BBC Knowledge

been so long

2010-07-13T22:13:00.001+08:00

since i last used my computer to really surf net and stuffs,
since i last went out on to buy anything,
since i last rode my bicycle on night cycling trips,
since i last work @ rtc,
since i last got 700 dollars in 8 days,
since i last took the midnight cab home,

Sinus again

2010-07-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

After so long of not getting my sinus infected.

I got it today.

Maybe I slept too late and woke up too early ...

Work today was doable for the first half, the later part was just too irritating.....

Never get appreciation, just get the undignified treatment from those in charge. And get abuse all the while possible....

60 more days

2010-06-23T14:28:00.001+08:00

I will be surveying once again for two wheels.

Just have to brave it out for the next two months with endless work and study and time taken out specially..

425 days

2010-06-22T16:53:00.001+08:00

I got that piece of paper.

Random flare

2010-06-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

There's always ups and downs ,

The security is really stuborn.

Wonder what happens when they gets it.

Photo

2010-06-17T09:06:00.001+08:00

New in..

loading on the carbs

2010-06-11T00:52:00.001+08:00

everytime a staff meal is provided,

the pizza is devoured

by bunch of prianhas,

it's the carbos that I'm loading up,

yet I've no way of using them.

need to think of a way to draw em out.

soon, it will be another line

2010-05-31T19:58:00.002+08:00

all the whines of life's being a letdown,
you being a letdown.
he being a letdown.

everyone always have a story of their own,
a tale of their own to bitch about.

Is it considered lucky to not have one
or mere ignorance.

hoping to work everyday,
to clear away the free time,
and in hope of getting spark or super 4.

hopes are high

no lecture today

2010-05-28T10:09:00.002+08:00

so i'd laze at home,
i thought of going for assessment at BBDC,
but forgot that it's public holiday,
and BBDC is closed.

did closing yesterday,
not a really good experience,
will only do if it was panjang or cck store already.

work each day,
to make myself occupied,
look busy, so that day passes fast.
and in no time, it'd be my birthday already.

busy busy

Laziness

2010-05-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

Missing lessons, rushing to work, that's supposedly the way of students.

I'm going it now, but it sorts sucks to skip.school...

I threw 1 buck today, strangely....

Nice

2010-05-22T02:03:00.001+08:00

Working the whole day.away then sleeping and skipping school..

Domino's

2010-05-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

just started working at Domino's,
as a Rider, though I wish to learn more
about the ropes of pizza making,

but the ladder has to be climbed slowly,
a step at a time, which can't be rushed.

strange that the bike would die on me without me doing anything....
the engine is not heated up yet or what ever,
this trial period of working as a rider gives me the experience
of technically owning a bike,
and understanding more about bike.

finance problems are slowly piling up.
insurance premiums are in excess of 300,
what the hell is wrong with my balancing.

i wish i could fall
walk in the rain
take a breath of fresh air

the face change is very quick

2010-05-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

who would have known,
riots could really lead to something big,
now i know the severity of political unrest

from what news about Thailand is streaming in now,
I really felt lucky to leave at the end of my stay,
if we had extended our stay for at least a week,

we could be stucked there for a period of time,
and got dragged till now,
now is like the peak of the riots,
with the arsons and lootings everywhere,

and the red camp very near the hostel we were staying,

blessed

slide off the plank

2010-05-12T16:09:00.003+08:00

went for 2A assessment yesterday,

got 16 points,

and a failed

from the plank.

if only i had the proper techniques.

time is once again an enemy to myself.

just got home from domino's,

gonna start tomorrow,

everything has a start,

so is the hardest to take the first step.

novelty

change of heart

2010-05-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

i finally tidied abit of my room,

looks much more spacious now,

compared to in the past.

and the mysteries i found.

a Basic Theory Test book,

2B bike practical handbook,

and some riding theory book.

2B enrollment documents,

P3 enrollment documents.

yet to find my 2A enrollment documents.

it'd be fun to tidy your room once in a while,

never expect to find anything,

but you find something shocking.

laziness changed

introvertive@tumblr

2010-05-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

got introduced to tumblr blogging,
though knew of it long ago.

well, the title is the link if y' know it.

any ways to grow money from nothing?
my finances are depleting rapidly with the insurances stuffs
premiums are really sorta sucking my dry,

i need to earn at least 800 per month to have a surplus of 200
I'd be damn!

have fun

finally got the laptop up

2010-05-11T03:18:00.002+08:00

I finally successfully reformatted my laptop,

and got it running Win 7,

updated it.

now all i have to do is find games to entertain myself,

keep myself busy...

nice

backup plan

2010-05-07T01:04:00.001+08:00

the movie was great.
just got home,
feeling sleepy,
after browsing through culture shock.

I'm so gonna borrow more books from Ngee Ann,
the likes of greek mythology,
or some novel shit.
my borrower status is back.

the movie goes on about a woman,
finally deciding on being a single parent,
by insemination, then meets a guy,
great one in fact.
falls in love unexpectedly,
trys out living with him accepting the non kid kid.
and in the end, losing the faith and regaining it back.

the usual yada yada about good endings,
but movies still go for good endings.

the game is on

let da legs burn

2010-05-06T01:43:00.002+08:00

just got home from cycling with dean just now,
went to wcp
slack,
went to 7/11
went home
via bukit timah,
or clementi road you'd call it.

it's nice to chiong once in a while.
it's nice to feel heat while cycling.

nice

stay home wednesday

2010-05-05T12:10:00.002+08:00

nothing to do on a wednesday morning

so to kill time,

watch serials,

which i've freaking downloaded.

Bones House, so much more.

I can kill my time using these!!!

off to laze

i should give up on CA now

2010-05-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

i can't really do the practical just now in the noon,
i did the tutorial neatly, but not in procedures.
not in accordance to protocols.
i have no clue to whether i am right or not.

but still i have to pluck myself out of cosy home,
to be in school on the two days,
doing the best i could for CA.

try try try

procrastination caught up

2010-05-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

i put off plans to cycle with dean tonight,
but got the spur of moment thing,
to book bbdc lesson,
and attend it prompty today.

luckily i passed the stage,
it's really time consuming,
to be taking your license in stages.

but what to do with the law set up,
i didn't browse the magazines i got from ngee ann.
I'm stilled displayed as membership EXPIRED omg.

funny thing in the morning

zeal no more

2010-05-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

sad part is that i'm bored at life now,
having to repeat 1 module for six freaking months.
wasting a good 4 figure digit sum and 2 days of my weeks

i'd love to go bike lessons every now and then,
but i might fail through the practical test.

hopes are high, yet dim.

darn

skiving

2010-04-30T00:01:00.001+08:00

not been posting for a long time.
didn't find the time, nor the energy to really do it,

since the last time when i blogged actively was when.
i was still schooling, it was alittle before the exams period.

many stuffs just zoomed past me and i didn't jot em down.

really wished i could pen them down.
my memory is failing me ever since work.

trying very hard

Exams suck

2010-02-23T14:56:00.001+08:00

Not studying for exams,trying to keep it all in stock.
But shit happens, I didn't know anything, I panicked... oh crappy......

Eve of CNY

2010-02-13T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hah, I reached home at about a rough 4am,
in the morning, panting like hell.

yup, went for ride finally,
finally a bicycle riding sesions for me.
after like 6 to 8 months of idling.

had to train up for the forthcoming OCBC,
matthew registered me in.
the situation in NP cycling is clearly,
SCREWED up now.

I don't know what the fuck is on.
But well the ride was quite an enjoyment.
But couple my bike with knobbies,
I can't catch up anyone.
I'm too slow.

cycle cycle cycle

the only day I don't have to be in school for this week.

2010-02-12T13:36:00.002+08:00

I only had to be in school for the morning
PDP quiz, it was quite a breeze to do though.

the method of doing it the long way is better,
but i opted for the shorter, faster way.
the easier way to understand.

well, maybe i was wrong, but nonetheless,
I brought a calculator with me,
first time in Year 3 record..

7 months hiatus

HTC Hero

2010-02-11T16:59:00.004+08:00

The new phone I'm getting.

yeap, gotten it.

playing around with android,

the new operating system from google.

going to install Windows 7 onto my desktop soon..

changing the vista feel.

the phone's a beauty

Sony Ericsson C905i

2010-02-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

Got the phone a year ago,

the phone is superbly nice at the first 10-11 months i say,

after that the problems just come one by one,

or just after that incidental drop of the cracking lcd screen.

DAMN,

damn fucked up about the phone's keypad,

having it serviced again and again.

the CSOs are hmm, robotic.

the technician, Sunny.

a great guy he is,

great talker, nice to be able to talk to him,

regarding my phone,

and getting it sorted out so fast, before the new year.

new phone on the way...

still feeling strange

2010-02-09T16:35:00.001+08:00

I skipped school yesterday to fail my tp.

fuck it man,

the new year's a week away,

I've not done the clothing,

or whatnot,

just got a pair of new shoes,

giving me the blisters over the heels.

and a broken sony phone.

next up, sony review

yup,

2010-02-08T16:33:00.001+08:00

a failed 2nd attempt,

and wasted 200 bucks.

I really need to reassemble my finances,

rethink what the fuck is wrong with myself,

what the hell is wrong with the thinking,

or the darn nervousness.

I FAILED MY FUCKING TRAFFIC POLICE PRACTICAL TEST.

I AM ANGRY

circuit lessons in the evening

2010-02-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

and I'm done with what i have to learn for driving,

nothing else matters, yet for driving is really strange.

the tester ticks this and that, and gives you an

IMMEDIATE failure.

that's what they are paid to do?

or....

shrouded with mysteries and anger

fundings for a two wheeler?

2010-02-06T16:30:00.002+08:00

went to southern motors to ask,

the pricing of available bikes,

3 kawas, and a hell load of SPs,

Kawas priced at 4k+,

SP didn't ask.

asked about Spark too,

price range around Kawa,

just torn between finances,

where ever to get the money i need for the sponsorship

of my darn bike.

money here money there

CA study guide, yet I didn't copy it down

2010-02-05T16:27:00.002+08:00

Mr. Low was just scribbling down the guide on the board,

yet I don't find the strength to pull out my notebook,

just to jot it down,

or even scribble it somewhere on the paper on my paper.

i just restlessly stared,

trying hard to remember what the hell is on the board,

get it into my "hard drive".

photogenic memory don't exist

PELN lessons for the last

2010-02-04T16:25:00.001+08:00

last session of PELN this week,

and the last sessions for most of the darn modules this week,

I have about 4 practical tests,

4 quizes.

all of which I've not hit the books yet,

not planning to, but have to.

our name's our virture

what 'bout our gender

this whole week, i'm free

2010-02-03T16:24:00.001+08:00

I didn't really recap on what happened the few weeks ago,

just busy studying, working, studying, working.

and slacking.

didn't find the time and need to update the blog,

nor find the time to see see look look,

now that's gonna change back....

loving my girl

still have to attend practical lessons

2010-02-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

1 month later, it'll be exams,
i've not touched anything from the start,
I've not did anything.

all i did was to work work work work,
attend lessons attend lessons.
what else can i do to limit the amount of sleep i need,
If there is a method, it'd be darn good.

exhaustion, a mere excuse

the new month dawns a slow death

2010-02-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

yeap, true from the title,

exams cornering the students,

job hunting screwing around with the grads.

what the hell.

service calling up on grads too,

it'd be my turn soon to be going for NS.

i'm still fucking broke

TP in a week's time

2010-01-31T15:34:00.002+08:00

hopefully to grace through it,

just like napfa,

just go through the motion...

never fail to suck

what would happen

2010-01-30T15:30:00.001+08:00

if one could predict the future,

if one could be truely indestructible,

if love could last forever,

if memories could be erased easily.

what if.

the same all verse all over again and again

2010-01-29T15:26:00.002+08:00

work after school,

school after work,

school after work.

I wonder really,

how many times do I repeat this "poem".

yet it will never end...

repetition is the key

work all day study part day

2010-01-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

trying all that could be done,

to get whatever that is being taught,

into that fragile mind.

but what's limited is really fucked up,

the brain's only this big.

what else to do

EID EID EID EID EID

2010-01-27T15:20:00.002+08:00

Revision today,

and the doing up the heres and theres for PBL.

kan chiong spiders

Debarrment rave

2010-01-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

everyone's starting to rush to school,
just to check on their debarment status,
are they doing, or done...

well, happy to say, I didn't got debarred for WISP or Aero.

life's crap still

just to fill

2010-01-25T14:58:00.000+08:00

just to fill up the spaces, to make it not so empty,
I'm trying.... though.

Saturday Post...

Procrastination's da shit

aerospace test tmr

2010-01-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

the supposedly higher percentage test,
harder test.
though open book.

I don't know about it, until i thought of stuffs during break.

sighing....

2010-01-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

chinese dinners,
chinese weddings,

the one only night for the couple,
the many ardurous nights for waiters,
everyone wants their special night to be really special.
yet wants to scrimp on this, and that.

stingy mindsets

2010-01-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

the end of the week for most,
the start of exercise for me.

the sai kang to do during work,
the rushing around to be done.

life's never superb with the superbality,
crap falls on you, whatever may come.

be prepared to take shit

shocking?

2010-01-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

I'm not really posting the details of my days,
here. as I've really no good memory,

I've sorta clean forgotten what happened,
in the last few days or day.

just have to grit out my last few weeks.

ENDURE

napfa

2010-01-20T22:05:00.001+08:00

on a serious note,
what's the point of taking the NAPFAs
if one has no intention of acing it.

if i want to flunk it, why not just let me forgo the napfa,
the tormentous running,
pulling, jumping, sitting, sprinting.

though, it's a tad fun to be doing all that with your friends.

value friends

WISP presentation

2010-01-18T21:48:00.001+08:00

Rwanda all that stuffs,
racial riots racial conflicts.

everything to be explained in 3 minutes
during the presentation. :)

and the reflection which i didn't do,
all to be done.

the sky is blueish nice

back to back events

2010-01-17T22:25:00.001+08:00

work in the morning,
or rather no work as no name was there.

not supposed to work.
extra burden.

i'm so tired now

PELN retest

2010-01-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

on this coming tuesday,
I've nothing but a "model" answer to learn from.

I did not start revising yet,
I did not start cycling yet,
I did not start stop working yet.

start it darn

skipped the morning tutorial

2010-01-15T23:33:00.001+08:00

and went for the noon lecture,

but went to sleep for the later part.

strangely I can't focus well on the 2nd lecture,

on Transformers,

I've not grasped anything about it.

grasp grab

PELN Day what else

2010-01-14T23:28:00.001+08:00

rushing through PELN,

practical and stuffs,

have to hand in the log book next week on the same day.

yet after work,

I'm rushing off for SCDF western dinner,

working and having supper later on.

work is never ending huh

the many parts to EID

2010-01-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

the cable sizing need to be UPSIZED.

the circuit breaker need to be upsized.

life is not simple,

neither is the education you receive each day.

I'm still on the course of learning each day,

yet i don't fully utilize each learning day,

or opportunity.

I have to start appreciating this fact, and start learning stuffs.

day of self awareness

last practical

2010-01-12T21:37:00.001+08:00

before the revision or the practical test comes,

I've yet to realize on this fact,

that the exams are VERY NEAR.

and I've not done anything for it yet.

knock some sense in

what the heck was they doing

2010-01-11T21:25:00.001+08:00

I skipped last week's WISP,

and nothing was done to the Rwanda project,

we had to rush out the darn presentation,

I had seriously time management issues.

fucked up presentation...

group work has a group in it

I ain't supposed to be leisurely slacking

2010-01-10T21:24:00.001+08:00

I should be working my guts out,

for the money for my damn phone

when I am able to get it recontracted.

Satio, iphone ipod touch.

what the heck.

wants wants wants

sorry sorry

2010-01-09T21:24:00.001+08:00

for not updating the blog,

for not exercising,

for not doing my work properly,

for not working hard enough,

for not studying hard enough.

if only procrastination could be stopped

again is a word used too many times

2010-01-08T21:13:00.002+08:00

rushing off to school

rushing off to work

rushing off to class

rushing off to finish the meal.

AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN

find a new word dude

woah at the PELN results

2010-01-07T21:12:00.001+08:00

got back the paper.

a meagre 5 points.

wth man.

It's a first though that I've gotten a single digit.

never so fucked up.

study hard, work hard

all's a sham

Presentation

2010-01-06T21:10:00.001+08:00

carried on with the "research" for the EID.

and missed CA in the morning.

Missed my marks,

got a 64, just pass.

delighted at the news though.

life's not good

intent of skipping school

2010-01-05T21:05:00.002+08:00

haha, just the intention came on,

and the actions just acted out

and I skipped school today.

did nothing again

waking up late AGAIN

2010-01-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

and missing school.

wth right

i need to catch up on my darn projects

the first sunday

2010-01-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

the craziness of celebration

all the hype over the new year,

over the old past.

all gone in a folly

first chinese dinner.

some staff i say

i'm just plain desolute

2nd day of the new year

2010-01-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

i've still not set my darn resolutions and

I'm slacking at home,

not doing any bit to get the money

slack slack slack

New Year Resolution

2010-01-01T14:51:00.002+08:00

Supposedly to make out a list of resolution,

for the year 2010,

but was unable to do it,

there are too many wants,

and too little time.

anyway, work again for a hi tea,

and luncheon.

well life's not that great too.

keep working hard

the end of year 2009

2009-12-31T14:35:00.002+08:00

what would you be doing,

at the strike of midnight.

will you be with the crowd out doors shouting,

will you be out groping around at parties at the beach,

will you be at home sleeping through the clock,

will you be at your friends' place screaming,

will you be at a chalet having drinks and playing around,

will you be at a discotheque dancing and drinking your guts out,

will you be at a trail somewhere, cycling around,

will you be with your loved ones thinking back of 2009,

or will you be like me, working from the last minutes of 2009, to the very first minutes of 2010.

yup, i worked on new year's eve through out to new year,

at the strike of midnight, the staff went crazy, banging food covers and running around the club,

making noise throughout the club,

making the club 'alive'.

2009 was a strange year

work on a day where nobody else does

2009-12-30T14:21:00.002+08:00

went to work late,

but due to verbal promises of turning up,

went to load up the vehicle,

the setup was pretty simple and alright.

just get the buffet line up, and some chairs,

we're done.

well,

who knew outside catering'd be so easy,

everyone would thought it's nuts!

starting to turn lazy

western wedding dinner for a change

2009-12-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

As said by head,

the last chinese dinner of 2009 is over.

left with a western styled wedding dinner.

the decorations for the dinner is lavish,

every cent was spent,

everything was very extravagant.

even the sounds and lighting systems,

were contracted to vendors,

with the moving heads and such.

it's quite fun to work during western dinners,

but there's a stress level there,

of service rendered.

all's well ends well

boring sunday

2009-12-28T13:53:00.002+08:00

Every Sundays, I'm supposed to work,
or cycle.
yet yesterday i sent the day at home.
doing nothing.

oh right, lydia and my darling came over.
i tried to familiarise myself with the itouch,
but it's alright i do not know.

lydia came to watch alil bit of Alvin and Chipmunks 1.
and shocked by her relation.
well, maybe it's not true, but heck with it.

changes are damn fast